Just put a counter on my entry webpage for UV - only problem is that you can't put it on password protected pages - however I could password protect the 'inside' pages... Amazing when you think how far I have come since starting this course 2 years ago ...

... have in the past included electric shock therapy and LSD. Use of pain and punishment seems to have been popular too ... These scientific papers are here

I seem to have done little recently except write begging letters to academics asking for copies of their papers! - mind you - it pays off in about 9 cases out of 10 - it's worth tracking down their email addresses.

I'm up to 1900 words and haven't even mentioned EarlyBird yet ... just how much prior knowledge do I have to assume re autism? as I've done a basic explanation at the start ... ho hum - let's get it all in and then see about trimming ...

I'm wondering about changing this part of my proposal - more looking at implementing change as a result of learning from the course rather than the SPELL approach as such - OK on the SPE but the LL is a bit of a problem.. may save myself some hard times and stress later ...

Just said to J "can you put your shoes in the shoe cabinet?"

He replied "Yes I can but I don't want to."

Perfectly reasonable answer to the question that i asked but not to the request that was implied ...

When am I going to learn!!!

I have just uploaded my first draft of my proposal - I have found this a hard process to undertake and plan - in fact I have yet to complete the planning side of things.

I checked the stats for the time spent working on the document:

That's a lot of revisits and an awful lot of time for 1500 words ...

I've a 6000 word module to do before 9th December ...

Back to the planning ... I wonder if I'm avoiding this as we so often don't actually plan more than 2/3 days ahead due to problems that occur re J's autism - perhaps this is why I am so reluctant to set myself deadlines other than those demanded by the course ... I'm not used to planning to meet deadlines ... but I do spend much of my life planning ahead.

I wrote today on one of my online forums that I belong to:

Thanks for putting into words how I am feeling at the moment - autism'd out is so right ...

A friend asked the other day what she could do to help
(I like friends like that!)

I said the problem is that it's just day to day life that's dragging me down and you can't really do much about that. I'm fed up of having to be on the ball and two steps ahead all the time but I'm even more worried about what might happen if I'm not ...

I need to ponder on why I can plan ahead for life but not so easily for UV ...

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http://www.apple.com/support/airport/

http://computer.howstuffworks.com/home-network.htm

http://docs.info.apple.com/article.html?artnum=111919

http://docs.info.apple.com/article.html?artnum=75422

http://docs.info.apple.com/article.html?artnum=107998

http://docs.info.apple.com/article.html?artnum=106836

It's easier with FURL :-(

I tried to add a new category to my furl but no joy ... so I wondered whether I needed to cut down on the number of categories ... so I went to the main site to have a bit of a sortout ... but nothing seems to be connecting to the furl storage - I've deleted links and categories but they are still there! I'm not going to waste any more time - I shall just store the links here in my blog until such time as FURL gets its act together ...

... wish I could stay uner the duvet. :((